Song playing: Jurassic 5 – Swing Set
Aloha!
Mesa doing ok now.
Back on track.
Recharged a bit. Spent some more time alone, mostly ripping around on the moped.
I took my laptop down to the library and found a nice warm nook to study in.
My initial thought was to go down just to find companionship… I study better if I’m around others who are studying.
There wasn’t a soul in the library, though, so I curled up by myself and wrote two papers. I did well, finally catching up in my Senior Seminar class.
Gave me more time to think.
It helped just to get out of the house. I think I harp too much on stuff when I sit in the house. It feels ingrown. I feel trapped, at the mercy of whatever my imagination brings me.
I stopped by Wilbur’s, but didn’t see anyone there either. Rafiki was also desolate. I don’t have any classes tomorrow, so I watched some TV. I never watch TV.
Thoughts: do I have any crushes anymore?
I don’t think so. I’m not sure they’re healthy anyways.
Friends are better. I started feeling like I had… obligations to the people I had crushes on. Weird. It’s unnatural. For me, anyways. I’m not tied down, why act like it?
Thoughts: this journal’s a tad selfish.
I think I’m going to ask a question every entry, just so I can find more about you guys. (hold me to it, too!! smack me if I forget!)
the questions will be from the Moment game I designed.
(some of you lurkers better start answering too 😉 )
So: first question, from the Appearance category:
Describe your favorite colour.
I’ll answer in my next journal entry.