On the phone

She called me back late.
She wasn’t feeling good, and was cranky and tired. She said a couple things that kind of stung, but I kept trying to tell myself she didn’t mean them. I kind of felt like she was taking advantage of me. I don’t get angry and forgive easily, but I hate being taken for granted. It’s happened too many times before and it hurts.
I was tired and getting sick myself, but I tried.. I tried not to let it affect me.
She and Vinny went on the Homestar Runner site and were cracking up. I felt like she was ignoring me. I wanted desperately to sleep, but knew she wanted me to stay on the phone. I think it made her feel better.
I didn’t fall asleep. Vinny went to bed, and she looked jobs online. She asked my opinion a couple times, but cut me off mid sentence when she suddenly decided on her own. That hurt too, but I worked to brush it off.
It’s harder now. I trust her more. I need to be careful.