Videos, Patreon, Restlessness, and Vacation

Today was one of those days where everything seemed to pile up at once. I started the day catching up on a ton of work at the Department of Transportation, especially tasks related to our social media presence. The highlight was finishing Frank’s retirement video—a project that took longer than expected but came together beautifully.

The image is a graphic design celebrating "50 Years of Frank." The design has a black background with elegant gold lettering on the left side that reads "50 Years of Frank" in a stylized font. On the right side of the image, there is a circular photo of a man with short hair, a beard, and glasses, wearing a suit and tie. The photo is bordered by thin gold lines that extend horizontally across the graphic, adding to the sophisticated and celebratory feel of the design. The corners of the image are adorned with small, ornate gold details, enhancing the overall formal and elegant theme.

I was struck by the variety of people who sent in videos wishing Frank well. Colleagues, coworkers, people who have moved on to other jobs and agencies—even several mayors left video messages for him. It was a touching reminder of his impact on so many people, and I’m glad I could pull it all together before heading out on my trip.

The image is a screenshot of Benjamin Jancewicz's Patreon profile page. The banner at the top features a close-up of Benjamin’s hand-drawn artwork titled "Chisaayaakw," depicting the face of a bear against a dark background with intricate red patterns on the side. Below the banner is a profile picture of Benjamin Jancewicz, where he is seen smiling and leaning his head on his arm, with vibrant colors in the background.

The text under the profile picture reads "Benjamin Jancewicz," followed by the description "creating Vector Art, Videography, & Photography." There is also a link to his Patreon page: patreon.com/benjancewicz. Icons for various social media platforms, including Facebook, Instagram, Twitch, YouTube, and TikTok, are displayed below the description. The navigation menu at the bottom includes options like Home, Collections, Shop, Membership, About, and Recommendations, indicating the different sections of the Patreon page.

Yesterday, I received three new patrons on my Patreon account—two paid and one free. Seeing people appreciate the work I put out there is always encouraging. My long-term goal with Patreon is to have it become my primary source of income. Honestly, I wish to do design work for free and give it away. My design agency charges for projects because I have to pay my bills, but Patreon brings me closer to my goal of working on art and design projects that I can give away.

Even though my Patreon is small, it has a group of dedicated and loving supporters who make it possible for me to keep creating. You can sign up here if you’d like to support my work and get some cool perks.

The rest of the day involved tying up many loose ends, including graphics for new speed cameras around Baltimore and an extensive ad campaign for an upcoming job fair that will be featured on billboards across the city. I’m proud of the designs, but the workload was intense, especially with the pressure of preparing for my time off.

I didn’t sleep well last night—too much on my mind. It was a restless night between staying up late to work and then lying awake thinking about everything I still needed to do. To top it off, traffic on the way to work was a nightmare, with several accidents slowing me down. I was already running behind, and that didn’t help. Thankfully, my boss was understanding, and we managed to have a productive day, even squeezing in a lunch meeting at Rosina Gourmet.

The image shows a meal set on a light wooden table, consisting of a sandwich, a side of pasta salad, a bag of potato chips, and a cup of iced chai. The sandwich, made by Rosina Gourmet, is served on a round plate and is cut into two halves, each secured with a toothpick. It appears to be a ciabatta roll with ingredients like tomato, greens, and possibly cheese and deli meat. To the side of the sandwich is a small portion of rotini pasta salad coated in a green pesto sauce. A bag of potato chips is partially visible next to the plate, and a clear plastic cup of iced chai with a black straw is placed behind the plate. The setting suggests a casual lunch, possibly at a café or sandwich shop.

My boss has been pretty stressed out lately, but she’s started taking a step back, making the work environment a lot nicer. Over lunch, we chatted about my trip, seeing Marilyne, and shared stories about her mom and my grandmother.

One thing that’s been frustrating me lately is how taking a vacation feels like a punishment. In the U.S., it seems like the expectation is to finish all your work before you leave, making it nearly impossible to truly relax and recharge. My job is unique, and because of that, there aren’t many people who can step in and cover for me when I’m away. While that provides some job security, taking time off is also incredibly difficult.

I love what I do, but it’s wearing me out. It’s a constant balancing act, and today was just another reminder of how much I need this upcoming break.

Now that the workday is over, I’m spending the rest of the evening packing for my trip. I’m feeling really good about it—I’ve made an exhaustive packing list, including clothing for all kinds of weather and all the tech gear I’ll need to take lots of pictures and do plenty of recordings. I’m bringing several extra hard drives to ensure enough room for all the files. It’s a lot to think about, but I’m looking forward to finally getting on the road.

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