Mood: Compassionate .: Wandering :.
Listening to: .: The Rocketeer :.
Reading: .: The Autobiography of Malcolm X w. Alex Haley :.
Watching: .: The Air Up There :.
Inquisition: Who is it you want to be?
Aloha!
I want off this continent.
I am sitting at camp watching “The Air Up There”.
And want to go.
I don’t know what is happening to me. I am lonely. I want to be loved.
I feel far away from God, distant from where I want to be. I know I am not as far away as I once was, but I yearn to be closer.
I want to put other people before myself. I want to be unselfish.
And yet these come in conflict with my first statements of this paragraph. And as I puzzle these things the rest my brain realizes that this is how I solve things, wandering over and over through the maze of gardens in my head until all 4 of me meet and come to a conclusion.
Logic, Passion, Joy & Mystery.