Mood: Depressed .: Frosted :.
Listening to: .: Floetry – Headache :.
Reading: .: A Right to Be Hostile – Aaron McGruder :.
Watching: .: Micheal Jackson’s Dangerous performance :.
aloha.
I don’t feel good.
Inya let me draw her tonight. She really wants me to, and I’m very agreeing, since I have to do work for drawing class.
She came over to my room.
Ahg. She is so agreeing with me. I don’t know how to put it.
I started getting depressed, I think it’s mostly not having enough sleep.
It was hard to study her. She is very beautiful. I’m infatuated with this girl.
I’m glad I didn’t start saying too much, it could have gotten weird. Sometimes …
A lot of times… I’ll look at her and all my words get jumbled together. Which is bad, because she can see my mind working, and then she’ll ask me what I want to say.
Ahg.
I want to be happy. I need sleep, and I’ll probably feel better. I need to start working on homework tomorrow.
The drawing of her turned out really good, though, once I relaxed.
Inside me is too much love. I wish God would give me someone to love, or just take the feeling away.