Happy New Year

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Happy New Year, everyone!

2009 is a special year for Zerflin. In May, it will be 10 years since I did my first design, making Zerflin a decade old.

The advantage to running a small company is that we’re nimble enough to change with the times. The world of a graphic designer is changing at light-speed.

Look for lots of new things this year. We’re secretly planning the launch of several new projects. One thing you’ll see immediately, is us keeping up with our friend Heidi Durrow‘s new years resolution of posting once a day on this journal. I’m putting a twist on it though, by putting either a design or a piece of art up every day. I’m still planning on writing about life in general, my thoughts and my family (speaking of which, Arion is still not here yet), so you may get MORE than a post a day in some cases. If you get overwhelmed, check out The Split. It will help you out.

I’m working out the bugs of the image displaying in the blog posts. If they look at all distorted to you, let me know. I’m working with a few developers to get them fix.

Thank you for reading, for being our clients, and for supporting us! You guys make this worth while.

~Benjamin

Word puzzle

Hat tip to my friend Matt Watier for sending me this one (it’s his true story).

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So, you’re in traffic, and in front of you is a guy in a white Porsche.

His license plate reads FFFKNT.

What does it mean?

Hint: The guy is probably a geek, and if you can figure this one out, so are you.

Catskill Cottage Seed Interview

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I’ve been interviewed by the Catskill Cottage Seed. This is from their about page:

As our family micro-farms a small patch of Earth tucked away in the southwestern folds of the Catskill Mountains, we express our journey toward the undiscovered Self in word and image.  While we have spent the majority of our adult lives in major cities and suburbia, our relocation to this rural community three years ago has had a tremendous impact on our creativity and quality of life.

Their blog is a multi-faceted exploration that is very enlightening to read. I stumbled across their site with my Naskapi Google Alert, and found an article about the Inner Man, or as the Naskapi call him, the Mista-peo. The author, who avidly studies Carl Jung, quoted a portion of Jung & Franz’s Man and His Symbols.
Having very nearly minored in philosophy (with an interest in counterculture movements) in college, I admired Jung’s work, but always took issue with his and other authors lack of depth when it came to the analysis of various tribes, including the Naskapi.

I responded to the post clarifying a few of Jung’s points. I was surprised to get an email from one of the blog’s authors, Richard Reeve. He was quite apologetic, and asked me if I would be willing to expand on my points and be interviewed by him. I found a level of respect rarely found on the internet, and consented to the interview.

You can read the whole interview here. I’d encourage you to check on their site. I’ve subscribed, and I’ve found their observations quite insightful.

Trip to Harrisburg

I had a pretty interesting weekend a couple weeks ago.

That Friday, (the 5th) was Merrick Towle‘s state of the agency meeting, we all got up bright and early, met for breakfast, and stayed through lunch. The bulk of it was Glenn Towle, one of the two partners, giving us a financial overview of how the agency was doing (which is always interesting to understand). In between segments, all of the departments did presentations; most of them funny.

After we got out, I drove back to Baltimore, finished up writing some contracts with Tamika for The Apple Tree Experience (a Christian band out of Harrisburg that Ray hooked us up with), packed up, bought a bottle of Yellow Tail, and headed north.
I got to the Mantis Collective just in time for the opening of the Frameless show I was in.
The space was small, the walls bare, but it quickly filled up with people. I got to meet the two directors of the gallery, Andrew Guth and Tara Chickey.
I was surprised to see my friend Jocelyn Mathewes‘ work there. I had sent her the link for the call for entries, but didn’t know she had submitted. A couple very large prints over open-shutter light-art pieces hung on the wall.
I wandered around looking at the work; sipping wine and munching on the bread and hummus they had provided. I was starving, of course, not having eaten anything and it now being close to 8:30. Other than the cordial welcome from the gallery owners, I was mostly avoided by the crowd, and began to feel out of place. I missed Tamika.
To my surprise, Jamel McMillian showed up!
We talked and laughed for nearly an hour and a half, catching up on where all the rest of the boys from Nativity were, old stories, and what he was up to now. He’s finishing up highschool, and is getting ready to become a Bio Pre-Med student. “About 10 more years of school!” he laughed, but said he was prepared for it.
Later on, I got another surprise; Ray Chung and my old friend from ISA/MuKappa Brett Davis also showed up! Brett was up from Louisiana where he is working, and was staying with Ray for a week. It was good to see them both.

I drove up to Chan’s for a late chicken wing and chow fun dinner, and sat listening to The Brothers Karamazov by Fyodor Dostoyevsky (I borrowed it from the library on Fievel Mousekewitz‘s suggestion; it’s really good).

Our friend Chad Patterson had been nice enough to put me up for the weekend. I settled in on his pull-out futon and we watched Wanted (good movie, very violent). It was the first time I’d seen anything on Bluray, and with his enormous LCD screen, the detail was incredible. Of course, as an audiophile, Chad was keen to point out all the additional surround sound features bluray has. It was all very impressive.

I slept well, and in the morning Chad and I hung out for a bit. He is a turntable king, and actually has a program in which he hooks his turntables up to his mac, and is able to mix and scratch mp3s… Using his turntables as “controllers”. It was so cool to watch.

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I met Ray, Brett Trout, and Brett’s bandmate Jake Kelly at Wray’s in Lemoyne. Brett and Jake have formed a band together, called The Apple Tree Experience. I’m going to be doing all their promotional materials, and they wanted to do a photo shoot.
We went up on the abandoned railroad bridge that goes from Lemoyne to Harrisburg. Dispite it being freezing cold with a stiff wind, the boys were good natured, and in between ducking back into the subaru for warmth, we got a lot of good shots in. You can read more about the shoot and see some more of the photos here.

I still hadn’t eaten anything, so after the shoot, I drove over to the Jumbo Buffet & Grill, one of my favourite Chinese restaurants (mostly for their oddly-fresh-for-an-inland-restaurant seafood). Driving by Huggins Printing brought back old memories. I sometimes wonder if my old boss, Chris, is stll mad at me…
Mid-way through my meal, it began to snow.
Flurries blew about rather innocently, and then started coming down in great cascades.
I hopped on I-83, and about 20 minutes down the road, everything turned to a standstill. The road itself was invisible. Sheets of snow blanketed everything, and my windsheild wipers were barely fast enough to keep it clean.
Fifteen. That’s how many accidents I saw on the way home. SUVs, compact cars, hummers, tractor trailers… Even my own nimble subaru skidded all 4 tires at one point. It was like trying to drive a zamboni.
Made it home safe and sound… Though the hour and a half long trip turned into five hours on the road!

Own a piece of Pagoda history – Eulogy to Spam’s Drums

Sadly, I knew this day would come…

Peter (Spam) Jones, former drummer for Pagoda and beloved friend, is selling his drum kit.

Now YOU can own a priceless piece of Pagoda history. From March of 2003 until the band’s disbandment, the cream-coloured kit was source of many badum-chings and overly used as the only metronome the band had. It has been the jumpoff for misplaced energy by short guitarist. It scaled the rusty fire escape at The Blue Star, and was a star at The Rusty Nail.

This set was loved. In near perfect condition (having been chauffered around in the nicest vehicle the band possesed) the kit is ready for a new owner. At $400, it’s a bargain. A steal. A horrible tragedy of mankind.

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To find more about Spam, read this.

To see pictures of the infamous drum kit and it’s beneficent owner, look at these.

To find out who the heck Pagoda is and what their music sounds like, check this out.

To purchase this magnificent drum set, contact Spam directly.

The apologetic spammer

I just thought it was rather funny that he apologized, and wished us a Merry Christmas.

Maybe he felt bad?

After a little research, I discover I’m not alone!

Got any more?

Thanksgiving

Merrick Towle gave us Thursday and Friday off for Thanksgivng. I’ve been working a lot of extra hours in the web department, so I took the following Monday and Tuesday off too, and Tamika and I drove up to Connecticut to visit my parents. We had a really nice time. My Mom and Dad made a terrific turkey dinner. They have been getting to spend a lot more time with Nya, and Tamika and I have been able to hang out with Nick.

Tamika, Nick, Mom and I all went out to see Hugh Jackman in Australia. Really good movie; makes me want to move out there even more.

We visited Babchi and Jaju a couple times. Jaju was really happy to see Nya. She walked around picking up all the little knicknacks around their house, and brought them to him. He smiled at her, and gave them back. Babchi lent me the two Jancewicz and Wisniewski (Babchi’s maiden name is Wisniewski) family histories she had, and I’ve been trying to enter in all the data on my Geni account. Paul Jancewicz put together the Jancewicz family history, but I haven’t been able to get a hold of him. I want to digitize it to see if we can find any more of our history.

My Dad and I were talking when we got home, and my dad remarked at how he could go and interview Tommy Einish for hours up in the village, but couldn’t get his own father to talk to him about his past. There’s a lot we don’t know about Jaju. I encouraged him to grab a tape recorder and just do it. He’s probably the only person who really could.

My mom told us that Grandpa Kenney (my Mom’s dad) probably was divorced. Apparently, when asked about it, Nana Kenney said “Oh, she only married him for the money.” That pretty much put that rumour to rest. We don’t really know much about him, either… We know he was probably associated with the Boston Irish mob. But not too much else.

Mom and Dad convinced us to leave Nya with them. They’re planning on coming down once Arion is born, and bringing her with them then. It’s going to be tough not having her around, but it will help us get the house in order in preparation for Arion.
Tamika was cleared to come on the trip ok by our doctor, but feels she is ready to have the baby.

All of us have been sick with colds for the past week, and spending time at my parents was a nice way to get over it. I miss having my parents around. I overheard my mom talking to Tamika, and she remarked that it was easier having Nick around.

I’m going to miss Nya. It’s going to be a long ride home…

Burning Car

My neighbors’ car was torched Tuesday night.

At about 1am, I was finishing up some work on some Christmas presents. Tamika was up with me, doing some photo editing for Lisa Locker’s wedding. We both smelled gasoline, and after checking to make sure my motorcycle was ok, I ran outside to discover one of my neighbors’ cars ablaze.

Michael Dowling used to live on Augusta (an adjacent street) but after the landlord of the dope house cleaned everyone out, he offered to rent the place to Michael in return for some handyman work and a nominal rent. Mike is a former bad apple, was locked up for a while, but got back together with his girlfriend about a year ago and has turned over a new leaf in attempts to be a better father to his kids. He enrolled himself in a couple programs and through that got a job.

His girlfriend has two kids (one of them his), and we’ve been helping them out in any way we could.

We sold the Mercury my dad gave us to Mike, who was able to fix it up in a matter of weeks and resell it for a profit. We were also planning on selling our old Saturn to him too (he’s already started working on it).

Michael used the money he earned from our Mercury to buy another ca;, this time an 89 Grand Marquis with a Police Interceptor engine in it. He was $75 away from getting a new front grill, the last piece he was missing.

Earlier this week Mike repaired a scooter of another neighbor, charging him $80. The scooter was later stolen, and the man demanded his money back. Mike refused, and suspects the man had something to with the fire.

The fire had just been lit when I got out there, but I didn’t see anyone around. Mike had put a tarp over top with a cinder block on it to weigh it down. The whole curbside was in flames. I pounded on Mike’s door. No answer. I tried tugging at the tarp and was able to get some of it off, but the fire was too big. I went back to pounding on Mikes door. Nothing. I ran into our house and called 911.

Mike finally woke up. The flames were reaching as high as two stories at this point, coming dangerously close to Mikes front porch. In these row houses, with everything all connected, if one house went, they all might.

The firemen were there within 10 minutes. They doused the car, and then got Mike to open the doors and doused the inside, which billowed smoke.

Mike was torn up. He had been working so hard to stay clean and to support his family. And yet, this happened. On top of all this, Michelle, his girlfriend, is in the hospital with her infant son who is having seizures.

He gave me a call today. CSI determined the fire was indeed set on purpose, and even got some gassy fingerprints on the roof of the car. Mike is determined to fix the car. He plans on gutting it and getting it on the road. He says he’s not going to let this get him down.

I think Tamika and are just going to give the Saturn to them.

Downpour

It’s raining today. Water is coming down in sheets, drenching everything. It started yesterday, let up for while, and the came down harder as I went to bed.

There is not too much I like more, than to snuggle under a thick quilt listening to a storm drumming on the rooftop. Tamika stayed up late last night to do some work twisting her hair, and when she came up and crawled into bed, she lay her hand softly on my head, running her fingers through my hair.

It almost made me late for work today, I slept so good.

And even then, when I shrugged on my favourite jacket and the cold air hit me full force, I still liked the rain. It roared against the windsheild as I drove to work, senting tides of water up from passing trucks.

Black Babies

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This thing has been bothering me for a while now… Why do people feel the need to say things like “Oh, I just love little black babies!”.

And by “people”, I mean European-American women, and by “feel the need” I mean that they do it frequently enough to make me annoyed.

It comes more often now that we have Nya, but I can remember people saying it a lot when I was in college or highschool too. Girls in my class, remarking over one of the girls who got pregnant, actually began arguing on whether or not they would want black, hispanic, or asian babies.

The first time I heard of the concept was probably when my dad was reading the Little House on the Prairie books to us. The main character, Laura, a little girl of a homesteader family, witnessed a Native American caravan who were retreating from the East. And she said something to the effect of “I want a little Indian baby!”.
As if an Indian were just an adjective to a thing, and the thing were a baby. Just like a red toy fire engine. Or a blue bassinette.
As if a baby were something that could be aquired; and then dispensed with as the mood changed. Of course, Laura was a child in the book, and of course, her parents frequently said stuff like “The only good Indian is a dead Indian” but the passage about the baby rang in my head for a while.

It’s not really the fact that people say African American babies are cute. They are. So are European babies. Babies in general are cute. There are some that are funny looking, of course, just like there are funny looking people. But what gets to me is people saying that they “want one”.
At one time, European Americans in this country could point at a African American baby, say they wanted one, and for a price, could get it.

Maybe it’s because people with more melanin have traditionally been enslaved. Sure, it’s been a long time. But these things tend to lead to other things, like this t-shirt. Though it would seem just as degrading to me if an African American said it about a white baby.

The reason i’m ranting is that someone said this to me just recently about Nya, and I had absolutely no idea how to respond.
I talked to one of my coworkers about it, and they laughed.

“It’s ok,” she said, “the proper response to something as ignorant as that is to say ‘I like the pasty white babies too…'”